This will be Dianne Butts’ 24th year at CCWC.
I asked her to share why she keeps coming back.
My first year coming to the Colorado Christian Writers Conference was 1989, and I’ve come every year since.
In 1989 my husband and I lived in Steamboat Springs, Colorado. I worked at a beer distributor, a job I really enjoyed. But my knowledge and understanding of Jesus was growing and I longed to share what I was learning of Him. It hadn’t been that long since I came to know Him and I knew there were many people who were like me, who would want to know Him if someone would just make the introduction. I wanted to be that someone for them. But how could I reach them? I tried to be a good witness to the two other ladies I worked with, but I wanted to reach more.
I often thought about one high school teacher who encouraged me to write. I’d never wanted to be a writer, never had that dream like so many other writers I know now. But this teacher had seen some silly teen-angst poem I had written and she took an interest. She took me to the library and introduced me to the Writer’s Market. She taught me how to format my manuscript and what a SASE was, and together we sent that poem off to three markets. We got rejections from two. I remember one rejection letter had scrawled across it in handwriting, “This sounds like a Hallmark card.” That wasn’t a compliment. We never heard from the third market.
And that’s all I knew about writing. But I kept thinking if I could write something—maybe an article, though I really wanted to write a novel—and get it published, I could reach many more people for Jesus than I could just trying to be a good witness in my daily life around town. I visited Steamboat’s library. I found the Writer’s Market. It didn’t have many Christian markets in it. I wondered if Christian markets would publish anything I wrote anyway, since I had no training or education in Biblical studies.
One day on the Christian radio station that was rebroadcast into Steamboat Springs, I heard a lady interviewed. Debbie Barker talked about a Christian writer’s conference that spring in Thornton, a suburb of Denver. I couldn’t believe it! A conference for Christian writers?! I asked my husband who said yes. I took a day off work to go. I signed up for the “beginning writers” workshop. I couldn’t believe how many people were in that room! I found an empty seat and sat among them feeling totally inadequate, and yet I took notes as fast as I could, absorbed as much as I could, and laughed at the cartoons about writing the instructor, Marlene Bagnull, kept putting up on the overhead projector.
During an afternoon session, a fire alarm sounded. Nobody moved. Mrs. Bagnull said she didn’t really think there was a fire, said something about the devil didn’t want us learning what we were learning, stopped in mid-sentence and prayed, and then continued on with the workshop shouting over the alarm. The alarm eventually quit. I went home with so much information ringing in my ears I hardly knew where to start, but at least now I knew what to do.
It took a few years before I got my first publication in 1991 in The Lookout, and I’ve been writing ever since—first part time while I worked part time after we moved from Steamboat, then full time after we moved again and jobs were scarce. I now have more than 325 published articles including articles published in Great Britain, Bulgaria, Poland, Canada, and Korea. I’ve contributed to 19 books and have written two of my own—the first, Dear America, published by Marlene’s Ampelos Press, and the other, Deliver Me, out just last year.
We’ve moved many times around Colorado following my husband’s job, so it has been the Colorado Christian Writer’s Conference and the friends I’ve made there that have been the constant in my life.
It was my hope and prayer that my writing would go where I could not, to reach people I otherwise would not. But my writing has taken me places I never dreamed of. Talk about Ephesians 3:20!
I think it was in 2000 when a woman named Barbara Nicolosi came to the conference to talk to us Christian writers about writing for Hollywood. You mean screenplays and stuff? I didn’t know the first thing about that kind of writing. But I found myself sitting in all Barbara’s workshops. And I’ve sat in on every screenwriting workshop since, including Ted Baehr’s in 2010. (I plan to sit in his class again this year.) In 2010 I applied to Barbara’s school, Act One, and attended the writer’s seminar that summer in Hollywood.
In February 2011 some of my Act One classmates came to my house in Colorado and we made a film for the 168 Film Project. I learned a ton. I learned so much, in fact, that I decided to form my own team for this year, and in February 2012 I headed up my own film team. (That makes me the Producer, along with my supportive husband, Hal.) I also wrote the script and directed the actors and the entire project. Our 10-minute film, The Choice, isn’t in the running for any awards at the 168 Film Festival coming up March 30-31 but our film is still going to screen the evening of Saturday, March 30, at the Hope Theatre in San Fernando. The Choice is based on a true story in my book Deliver Me: Hope, Help, & Healing through True Stories of Unplanned Pregnancy.
While our film may not be a “winner” in the eyes of the 168 judges, I am very proud of the film we made. I know our short 10-minute film is going to have a ministry of its own beyond the 168 Film Project because this film is going to reach people I otherwise couldn’t or wouldn’t reach with the message of forgiveness and salvation in Christ Jesus.
Last week we made a movie trailer which you can see here: The Choice – Trailer
I am so very grateful for all the training and opportunities the conference has brought me. I haven’t yet seen the fulfillment of my dream to publish a novel. And I have a dozen other nonfiction books I want to write and hope to publish with a traditional publisher. But the Lord is opening doors in film I never dreamed of and I will follow Him and “ride that wave” as far as I can just to see where it goes. Because for me, it’s not about “winning.” It’s all about taking the message of Jesus, His forgiveness, and salvation in Him to as many people as I possibly can.
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In 1997 Debbie Barker turned the Colorado Christian Writers Conference over to me, Marlene Bagnull. I’ve known Dianne since she first came to CCWC in 1989, and I’m very proud of her. She has earned a spot on CCWC’s faculty every other year. I highly recommend her monthly e-zine for writers. It’s packed with helpful information for beginning and intermediate writers. To sign up for a free subscription go to http://www.dianneebutts.com
Great profile. I am proud of you Dianne. I knew when I met you, you were somebody special. Keep on keepin’ on.
Thank you, Sue. You and Marlene and others have encouraged me SO much. All I want to do is SHINE with the gifts He has given me. I love what I see you doing as well, Sue. You’ve done a LOT in a short time. Love you.
Thank you for sharing this, Marlene and Dianne. What a beautiful testimony of God’s goodness, grace, and provision. I’m thrilled for you, Dianne, and all He’s allowed you to do because of your faithfulness.
And dear Marlene, I share my Marlene testimony as I teach around the country. Heaven and eternity will be different because of you and all the writers you’ve raised up! Thank you!
Dianne and Marlene, you inspire and encourage me enormously. Thank you for sharing this journey with those of us who are still taking a writer’s baby steps. Blessings, Cass
Dianne, sometimes our testimony of why we write is as important as the way we live! I have only a few poems and 7 academic books for ESL teachers in China, I now 72 and won’t stop writing until there is no more paper or pens. I love to hear writers’ testimonies, because I am encouraged not only by what we write but how our writing has shaped our lives.
Peace, Judith
Dianne, interesting background into the twists and turns of learning the trade. Great encouragement for each of us as we continue to seek our way!
Vonda, thank you for your comments. You are such an inspiration and encouragement to me! (I just recently read somewhere that you’ve been in some movies?! Hmmm, which ones should I watch for you in?) I hope you see your movie-making dreams come true soon.
And yes, Heaven is going to be SO much more crowded because of the influence Marlene has made on so many writers, who have shared with so many, and so on… Won’t it be fun to trace that out?
Thanks for all your encouragement, Cass, and for always taking a moment to write. You have the “gift of encouragement” don’t you? I love watching you take those steps. You just keep walkin’ gal.
Wow, Judith. I had no idea anyone would be so interested in my writing journey. Thank you for your words and your encouragement.
You “only” have 7 books… Hey, I believe Christ is in even academic books because He is in everything His children with His Spirit do. I wonder how your generous caring work to help Chinese people learn English has affected them — perhaps helped them hear the Gospel. I pray it is so!
Your words remind me of these from the hymn “The Love of God” (Verse 3) http://www.cyberhymnal.org/htm/l/o/loveofgo.htm:
Could we with ink the ocean fill
And were the skies of parchment made,
Were ev’ry stalk on earth a quill
And ev’ry man a scribe by trade,
To write the love of God above
Would drain the ocean dry,
Nor could the scroll contain the whole
Tho stretched from sky to sky.
O love of God, how rich and pure!
How measureless and strong!
It shall forevermore endure–
The saints’ and angels’ song.
(Frederick M. Lehman)
Keep writing, Judith. God bless you.
Thank you, Sally, for your kind and encouraging words. I feel like I’m still seeking my way, too. I look around at all of you walking similar pursuits and I am blessed. We are not alone! God bless your writing and your living, your family, and your work for Him.